Rose Panachee thank you for your techinical definition. That does answer some questions.
If that is the case as defined it was no doubt rape. penitration of the oral nature and other as well. Not intercourse but penetration yes. Thank you.
Odd how one can say thank you as you cry. But thank you. It's hard to tell someone words you dare not say out loud. I do have a a qualified T. I've seen her 3 times now and have along way to go. We are doing mostly trauma work it's certinly different from anything I've done before.
THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR YOUR KIND RESPONCES. IT HELPS ALOT TO KNOW I'M NOT ALONE. I KNEW I WAS NOT BUT IT HELPS TO HAVE SOMEONE ELSE IN THE SAME POSITION I AM IN.

Big Mama