I am the master of all realists. No realist can come close to my extreme negativism. It means I predict the worst possible outcome and that is accurate a huge percentage of the time. Now my computer totally failed on me. I am currently typing on an iPod. I can't deal with anymore expensive stress. Health stress. My mom is not improving from her useless failure of a surgery. In fact since I predict things with great accuracy I knew it would be stressful a long time ago. In fact when I first got my comcrasher aka a computer last year I said it wouldn't last much more than a year. It had constant problems since I got it. First the sound failed. Then the mouse kept on freezing. Then the monitor was failing. Then the current problem which is the keyboard mouse and monitor failing at once. We thought it was just the power supply failing but now it looks like to be the motherboard. Guess what! Another very major stressor at the end of the year! My brothers student loans are due. The deferment limits are gone and we would have absolutely no choice to pay it. My brother is disabled and couldn't get a job. He was denied SSI and when he got the letter I told him accurately the results. Not a single positive thing in my pointless existence. Yet yesterday my psychologist called me manic of all things!