it's so hard right now.
want to do something to get rid of this awful feeling inside.
don't want to go in the hospital
trying to stay safe
trying not to hurt
trying not to throw-up
trying to
it's too hard
it's too hard
i'm writng as fast as my fingers go
i'm trying
if i slip then t will really want to get rid of me
maybe i should go away forever
just stay away
but the hurt still there.
won't stop either way.
in or out.
trying
trying