I had a melt down this morning and walked out at 9 am. I was out for 5 hours in 90 degree heat. I just moved to a new area and I ended up getting lost. I told her I had gotten lost and then my phone died... But she and her sister came and rescued me. Which made me realize just how much she really loves me; she just wants me to get help and get better. I have an appointment with my general doctor tomorrow, and I'm going to bring up the fact that I believe I have Asperger's, but I also have an appointment on tuesday for a psychological evaluation. Which should give me some answers and tell me where to go from there. On top of the Asperger's, I have some extreme self-esteem and depression issues that I need to work out as well. But I think everything is gonna be okay in the long run.