So, today was a crappy day, what else is new? Anyway, I've cut several times today...found and xacto knife...that worked pretty well. but that isn't the point. Infact, I don't think that I have a point...not in life at least. I am so tired of all this. I am just so damn tired. I know that I say this all the time...and it is still true, and i don't do anything about it. I am really getting close to the edge here. I can see little pebbles falling down the side of the cliff...as I inch closer and closer to the edge...about to fall. I am so close. Just another step or two and I will go over. I am ready to go over. I want to go over, to end all this. This pain, this crap that I must endure every damn day. I am tired of it. So freaking tired. I feel as though I could sleep for days...years...forever. Now, I must go, and do homework...I can't even think of it...I don't know. Goodbye.

[b] These wounds won't seem to heal...this pain is just too real..there's just too much that time cannot erase....[b]