Again... meds do not make you a better person... if it was so, we could medicate everybody and world would be a nice place.....

They do take the edge off, so you do not burn energy on merely trying to control your feelings and whatnot... and can live.

Think of it was painkillers... you have deadline and your head hurts like hell. Chances are, by taking aspirin, you will be more productive than if you struggle with headache... does it mean your aspirin is responsible for the work you did?

Physical and emotional pain can make us... more tolerant of little things, grumpy... whatever. But that doesn't mean that we are "bad person" and that with our pain subdued... we are "good". We are just merely us, in better shape.

So if you found something that makes you stable and you are not in emotional pain all the time... then... it's YOU who is the "good" person.

(if by good person you mean too meek for yourself... that is another story, but that is not what you mean, I am pretty sure).