Maybe you should of called a pdoc or your local mental health department, rather than choose to SI??
I cannot stress enough, that rather SI yourself you should seek help, if you really want to overcome this, just talking on the internet is not enough, you need help, and it is all up to you, if you do not I fear you may end up suiciding yourself, is this what you really want??? You do have choices, you can get help with this, I am sure you know this already, but you have to make the first step, once you do you'll move on and be so much better off, this is something that just time alone can't help

Please get help first, then drop by here when you ever wish to chat with friends

Take care, and know I wishyou well.

DE

In giving advice seek to help, not please your friend
SOLON