She's not actually terminating, she was just talking about the possibility of it in the near future. I am not ready. Frankly I don't know if I will ever be, but I'm certainly not now.

Because I've been seeing her for over a year in addition to the two years I spent with my old T...much of my social anxiety is gone, but there are still some things I want to talk about.

It's gonna suck no matter what...how can I make myself ready for it?