Trigger warning SA!!!!

After reading someone else's post, I started to think about some things I have in T's office locked in an imaginary safe. One of them is SA.

The post on here, led me to think about that abuse and I started looking on the internet. I found a definition of what happened to me and also read that someone who did the same to a girl got a 10 year prison sentence.

It happened such a long time ago, but still it plays on my mind.

His first name has always been with me, but suddenly his surname also sprung to mind. I started googling his name and found some links. I kept searching and found him! There was his photo, 32 years older, but his eyes were unmistakable.

I am feeling very anxious and scared right now. It is so stupid, I know he does not know where I am, yet his face frightens me. I keep going back to look at it, not sure why - I thought after all this time, it was no big deal, so why I am feeling so overwhelmed right now?