Yes!! Its so tough! The closest i am with a female adult is my one teacher- and i think that would be inappropriate unfortuanatley. I'd ask my one aunt- but i dont see her as often as i'd like for it to be fully comfortable.........i'm just really at a loss.
My mom just told me to grow up :/
And that it'll be fine.
But like that makes a difference.
Thank you so much for your suggestions though!!
Its comforting to know im not overreacting or being a little baby about it.
(: