i dont know where to go any more. my world is getting smaller and smaller. soon there will be nowhere left for me to stand. someone told me at work today. that someone i work with. cant stand working with me. because they have to do everything. their work. and mine. because i dont know how to do anything. and do nothing right. everyday. they tell me im doing something wrong. something too inefficient. too slow. they said that either i go. or they will. they think im incompetent at my job. ive had such anxiety at work lately because of this person. and nearly panic sometimes. and am often shaking with of doing the job fast enough. right enough. good enough. the boss likes this person. changes alot of things at their request. im am nothing there. today we had a meeting. and in it. the boss said in general way. if a person cant work fast enough. maybe they are in the wrong industry. probably meant me. because the only ones there. were the boss, the person complains daily about me. and me. i hate knowing i am such burden. and of no help. just the work fool. ashamed beyond words.
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