...the cryptic world of understanding the gaps between the genius....!!

ever watched things...listened to things ...around you?

....drifted...reconsidered?

thought with no complexity that you are beyond it?
but at the same time knowing you have contributed to it!
no-one is free in a sense...all subject to emotional pain but ...and BUT...the bipolar mood kicks in like an alien god from superuniverse saying nuthin much but tickling the nerves all quiet and fine tuning the eyeballs and it all appears pretty damn ordinary.

days and weeks and months of fear and tragedy and dreams and terror of diabolical events in nightmares daymares and misery and what the hell I have emerged behaved myself and been rewarded with this unusual yet factual account of reality.

YES...I am going to hurt I am going to suffer...like many millions before me have for whatever they had to and it will be my turn and just like them I will know why and what and I am in CONTROL of all this...ALL ...the TIME!

...I am bipolar...

so lets really discover what this means.....I UNDERSTAND BOTH SIDES!

...it's a little unfortunate it's out of synch with the normal dudes...but HEY...thats how it is...and really mate, what have they got but one side to glance at?...when we can veiw from all and many angles...and sure they hurt but it's a damn gift friends.

so bust a brain here and there to prove yourself....it's alll fine ...they don't know...but mate they sure need us.

the mad monkey