[QUOTE=purple_fins;2413034]I recall you saying about a year and a half ago, how it was so hard to go from twice a week down to once a week... then you had said how it is workable and that you were finding that you had more time to do things with your family and such.... maybe I missed something... and you recently started back to twice a week?...

I did do once a week for a large part of 2011, after my oldest son had started school in August, and had moved back to twice a week when all of the chaos started this year. My schedule's been pretty haphazard, actually. But the majority was 2x/week, with a lot of contact in between.

But yeah, there are A LOT of feelings involved here. I feel really scared and not safe.

Hopefully, T and I will talk this week. I know he can recommend other T's and help me figure out how to move through this.

Oh - the other T I e-mailed e-mailed me again and I can't afford her...her fee is 3x that of my T, AND she doesn't take insurance. But I know there are other T's out there.