Today is the third day since I last cut myself. That's a long time for me. But the longer I go without cutting the harder it is to remember why I wanted to stop. Because, honestly, I don't want to stop. I like the way it makes me feel, and I love to see the blood. And that's all I can think about ATM - that I love it.
Does anyone else have this problem?
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Are you okay?
I'm acting like I'm okay - please don't interrupt my performance!
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