I chose a male T simply because women intimidate me. I was never taught how to be a girl, so I feel weird around women, like they'll somehow know I am not a girl inside....or something.

That being said, as of late I don't feel so safe with T either.

Do you think that you're unsafe feeling will recede once you see him? Sometimes I get really scared in my head, but when I get there I'm like, oh yea, it's just T.