Im trying to understand How I should feel about a chemical pregnancy. I just felt pregnant, I took a test and had a faint positive! I was going through so many emotions -like How on earth can my wages afford a baby!? But overall iwas happy. I told a couple of my closest friends but couldnt tell my boyfriend that day. I spent aaaall my time thinking about it. Then a few days later I bled. I do have quite a long cycle, nearly 40 days so if it was shorter it probably would have passed me oblivious. But it appears to be a "chemical pregnancy " which somehow I'm a bit sad. It wasn't planned but now I wish I was and can't stop thinking How unfair it is. I guess it's my own fault for getting an early test and not waiting. I shouldn't be sad but I saw my life change in front of me now it's turned back
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