i am hurting myself. snapping myself with a rubber band so much my left arm has welts on about a third of my fore-arm or pretty much my whole wrist. i just got out of a relationship with a girl i loved very much. but about a week or 2 ago she decided she didn't like me anymore. and last night it finally ended. i really really liked her and i dont understand what the **** went wrong. everything was so perfect up until she changed her mind. never before has a girl made me so upset. i am not one to cry often, but then this happened. ****ing sucks. and whenever i think about the situation, the only was i find to feel better is pulling that band back and letting it go. it's like when you get a paper cut and then ****** about it, and then your dad or friend pinches you and asks what hurts now? so yea, i don't have the slightest idea of what to do about this.