Anyone out there feel like me........alone & empty just about 100% of the time??? I have lost all self-esteem (not that I had much anyway); I rely way too much on others' opinions of me; I try way too hard to please others; I put others before me, all the time, oh, and this is a horrible one: I fall in love so fast, it's ridiculous - gets me hurt and burnt all the time. I am so messed up.....I never learn.