I have always been judged never fit in. I have heard that phrase oh that's just so and so overeacting. Because some things have meaning to me and me alone it's blown off as un important. I have family members that say things because they know it's a sensitive subject to me and I react. But they feel they have the right just to teach me a lesson. If they place no value on what I like or enjoy then it is deemed a waste of time and money. Of course if I try to defend my emotions or beliefs I'm wrong for doing so. But then I have always been told we know what your thinking and your wrong so don't even bother saying anything. The fact is they had no way of knowing what I was thinking. But they always assume I am thinking the wrong way no matter what I say.