((((((((((evangelista))))))))))
I'm glad you are feeling safe enough in T to express yourself more now. I have found tears on my face without knowing why they have been shed, but I am unable to cry while being aware. When it has not been safe to express emotions in the past, it is hard to feel safe enough to do so now. But, I think it is an integral part of healing. You are doing so well in your journey. I wish you only the best.