I don't know your full situation, perhaps the translation to English has made it difficult for me to understand.

We all make choices and decisions in our lives. What we learn from the results of them is what is important. Are you "spoiled" or are you making an intelligent decision? I can't know that. I do know that, especially where education is involved, we must take many courses that don't appear to be applicable to our goals. Sometimes they are, after all. TC