Does anyone else feel trapped by this disorder? I got treatment in the hospital and just got out about a week ago. I am so tired of feeling awful and having negative thoughts and thoughts to hurt myself. I just want to feel happy and go through life without having to deal with these negative thoughts. I hate complaining about this, but I thought that going to the hospital would help more than it did. I know that nothing is a quick fix, but trying to be patient about this is really hard at times. Thanks for anyone who read.