((((((((nightsky))))))))

It's not that I'm triggered, just very surprised because you had what I thought was the best T-relationship I've ever read about, here or anywhere. I still believe that! What this proves is that we are all human, and we make mistakes. But I don't think T purposely meant to destroy your relationship with him; they were just unfortunate circumstances.

I quit my first T abruptly without any kind of closure. She didn't do anything to me but I felt like I had to quit. I wasn't ready to end therapy and the next T I saw helped me process what my first therapy was all about.

I think, because your therapy was so good, so special, so intimate, that in spite of the satisfactory ending you had, that it would be beneficial to process it all with a different T, because I think it's about trust. T sort of betrayed your trust, and that's going to hurt for a while. You're such a special person! You deserve to have this straightened out so you can move forward. I know you're looking for another T. I just want to support you in your search and to say you're not going to replace T. Someone else will be different, and it's okay to miss T for all the good in your therapy with him.