You know, it seems pretty clear that what you are doing now is not working. You are not being straight with your T or pdoc. You are separated from your son because you are in such bad shape you cannot be with him. You talked in another thread about not being med compliant. If you want to get better, if you want to be back with your son (and that would be a HUGE factor for me as a parent), then you are going to have to change how you are handling the situation. This probably will not get better on its own. You are going to have to be completely honest and transparent with your T and your Pdoc. If they recommend changes in your treatment, be it medication changes, hospitalization, etc., you are going to need to consider cooperating. Otherwise, this sounds like it is going to continue well past 5 weeks. What will be the plan for your son at that point? You really need to come to a philosophical decision to latch onto whatever you must do to start making improvements in your condition. You deserve to be in better shape; your husband and you together deserve a more stable environment for the both of you; and, your son absolutely needs you to both make every effort to reach stability so he can be with you.