Thank you.. So much. Up until a week ago I have never really hurt myself. There have been days in the past where I have thought about cutting and even attempted but, it scares me.and as for family, I can't really do that. They always blow things out of proportion. Like, make a big deal. And my friends I have told don't really care. I mean, I have a few friends that might be able to help but... They are good friends of my most recent ex. I really don't think it would be a good idea to tell them about this. I just, I have never been broken up with, it was always me doing the breaking up in past relationships. Now I know how they must have felt. It really sucks.