I was misdiagnosed as MDD for 7 years prior to my BP diagnosis 5 years ago. I understand your anger and pain due to the misdiagnosis. That said now you have a correct diagnosis you can now begin the journey to a stable mood. It can take some time to get the correct med combo and you may need some antidepressants as well as a mood stabilizer. I agree with the above post: a T is also necessary and may be more help with your self image problems. Good luck in your journey. Keep posting