{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Mary Alice}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} You are in my thoughts right now. I pray that you will find a safe place for you and Alex. I know you don't want to leave "Him" but he is now putting Alex in danger. Please consider what Heather said. There are places you can go that will give you the support and safety you need.
Carrie

<font color=green>But the implicit and usually unconscious bargain we make with ourselves is that, yes, we want to be healed, we want to be made whole, we're willing to go some distance, but we're not willing to question the fundamental assumptions upon which our way of life has been built, both personally and societally.--Bill Plotkin, Soulcraft