I don't have alot of time to write all I'd like to say, but I just wanted you to know that in the past I've read alot of what you've written about your life and I think about you from time to time & wanted to stop in to see if you were still posting. I just wanted to tell you that I'm so sorry for all you've been through, it is so unfair and nobody deserves to be treated that way. I remember staying up late one night a few months ago reading your whole story and just bawling my eyes out for all the pain you've endured. You are resilient and stronger than most people will ever dream to be. I am so glad to see you are still around & posting about your life experiences.

I believe you have a purpose in this life, so many other people could be helped from your story and attention could be brought to the tragedy of abuse in the system, and child abuse in general. It's so sad that people could be treated in such ways by people who are supposed to be there to help them. The people who hurt you should be ashamed, and they will one day get to know very intimately the pain they caused you..whether in this life or the next they will feel how they have affected you. I think you're blessed to have your guides looking out for you, it shows that you do have a purpose.

I think I remember someone awhile back mentioned that you should write a book. I think that could be your purpose, your way to help people by exposing the evil in this world. It would be healing for you as well as for others. You have a knack for story telling in vivid detail. I read your longest posts and couldn't take my eyes off them until I read every word. I felt like I was there, feeling your pain. Please don't give up on your time here on this earth, you do have a purpose & you are worthy of this life. I hope you maybe consider one day documenting your experiences in a book, You can help people while you help yourself at the same time. I know I would read it.

Hope that things get better and better for you, you sound like a very strong person & that is so admirable & inspiring!

Take care!