Sorry about that Canders.

I think there is a limit to the amount of crap one can take.

It would be best if you told your parents where you're coming from (your disability, your friends) and that you would appreciate some support rather than the constant put-down. You don't deserve to put up with their crap. Instead, you deserve help, you deserve to have a wonderful friend (like the one who sticks by you no matter what), and you deserve to be happy. For these reasons, you also need to be honest with your therapist: it is okay *not* to be allright, it is okay to put the mask down and show your vulnerability to someone (professional) who can help you be 'okay' again. You deserve a chance, so please don't let *them* win.