I am so sick of not being able to pick up on other peoples cues. And I'm sick of being the burden because they have to stop and rearrange their thoughts just so I get the concept. I'm sick of being taken advantage of by scarcasm. I'm sick of looking like an idiot. I just want to be like everybody else and be able to understand the unspoken. I hate being me when I can't see the whole picture. I just want to dissapear so I can stop hurting all the people who try to get close to me... 'cause thats all I'm ever gonna do....