Actually, I know alot about my therapist. I have met her kids and husband and even talked with them. At first I was freaked out, but it is okay now. I know where she lives, where she works out, where her kids go to school, where she goes to church, etc....lots of bits and pieces of info she has told me herself.

If I really did run into her somewhere, I am not sure how I would react. Probably freak out! But then again, it would be kinda cool to see her be 'normal'. I do see that side of her when we meet at the church. I see her interact with others on the staff, talk with her kids, etc......

I don't feel that I am wanting to cross a boundary. I just want to know she is real outside of therapy. I know that sounds bizarre, but I honestly struggle with that. We do have a mutual friend that was her college roommate. I see this person several times a month. But everytime I see her, I think about what it must have been like to be my therapist's roommate!

I don't have this kind of feeling about any other relationship in my life. Not one of my doctor's would I even spend a minute wondering about their personal life. Yet, with her, I think about it all the time. I am not obsessed with her, but I do think about her more than I would like to admit. It's like she is in my brain all the time! I don't like it, but I don't know how to make this stop. It is insanity!