It sounds like you know exactly what you want, so congrats!

I personally think you should just take the same to relax and be by yourself for now. Starting to date before your ready won't do you or any future partner any good. So take this time to do exactly what you want to do...and that doesn't mean something won't come along just because your not actively looking. When I met my current boyfriend- I was definitely not looking for anything, but here I am lol.

You should be very proud though, it sounds like you are handling everything very well, and its amazing that you seem to know so clearly what you want- that can be such a hard thing to figure out!