Even though I've been successful today at getting the house cleaned, the dishes done, laundry out on the lines, dog walked, I am still pretty depressed. I offended a friend terribly recently. They are upset with me. I apologized and said I'd give them a few days and let them cool off. I hurt for the person I've offended, I hurt for myself. It seems that I'm always doing something that hurts someone emotionally, whether its myself, others, or both myself and others. And no matter how much good I try to put into my day to try to make a positive effect on myself, the bad usually outweighs the good. I suffer from anxiety and depression, don't trust much either, and I hurt for everyone. I could tell you so many things about my anxiety and depression over the years, but I already have in my introduction thread a few days ago. So I'll spare it here. This is the most recent problem I've had is offending a friend, seems to be an easy thing to do.