I'm like an athlete past their prime...I'll never be what I used to be. I didn't believe in myself and no one believed in me
It could've been great, but I can't quite handle fading away. I was always told I was no good.
I know that AA will change my life and improve things beyond my wildest dreams but I will NEVER get it back.
Look at Clapton, he got sober, and he lost ALL of the visceral, primal urgency of his playing from the Cream days.
Thank You all
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