I would have a hard time explaining what I mean to the T I think. Sometimes what is said is not very good either. We haven't discussed blurting out stuff in therapy. Some of it is repetitive thoughts that pop out of my mouth. I want to understand but this is frightening me a bit. The T is unsure of the diagnosis too. She knows I dissociate she's seen it, but the fact that I think they are part of me from sometime confuses the subject.