You're fine. We bipolars understand what you've said perfectly well...it's the rest of the world that doesn't get it.
I felt the same way when I was first diagnosed in late February, and only recently have stabilized enough to be able to get on with my actual
life, not just the bipolar part of it. It gets better, truly it does.
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DX: Bipolar 1
Anxiety
Tardive dyskinesia
Mild cognitive impairment
RX: Celexa 20 mg
Gabapentin 1200 mg
Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM
Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN
Lamictal 500 mg
Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression)
Trazodone 150 mg
Zyprexa 7.5 mg
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