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Originally Posted by shezbut
Thank you FacingChains.
I appreciate your input and understanding a lot! 
I have been told to lighten up by my bf, which is why he tries to use sex to take my mind off things. But our minds just don't work the same & he doesn't "get that". He just can't relate in any way to my childhood experiences, that molded me into this jello that I am today.  He thinks that I'm so much stronger and more resilient than I ever feel.
Anyway, when I hear "lighten up", I take it as "shut the ___ up!!".  So, I'm glad that you went on to remind me of using my mindfulness techniques.  Thanks Chains, I owe you one! |
Oh Shez! I am so sorry I told you to lighten up!! I will never say that again!!
I should stay away from those little quips people say to one another, it is the same as saying" get over it" "Buck up little camper" ARGH
I would be so angry if someone said that to me!!....I just meant you are being awful hard on poor you!! I am also kind of like you....emotionally my doc says I am a small child, but I am very bright and articulate, I am very pretty and I have my masters, ALL people except my boyfriend and his mother expect so much from me....I just LOOK the part and play the part so well...so I understand, sometimes we fool people too well...while we are crumbling, imploding, folding, caving in, like a sink hole inside...with nothing to hold onto...so sorry.
PM me anytime. I check in almost everyday unless I am just too depressed to get on...take care Shez,
Chains