Darkpurplesecrets

Thank you for the hugs. I appreciate you being so open about your journey.
You have given me a lot to think about. I can relate to the tornado analogy.
I think I am going to try to find out more about each part of me. I think I have to listen more and not just react to what I feel. Feeling is not something that comes naturally to me. Sometimes I don't feel anything. Literally anything. I just am aware that I exist. And when I do feel it is almost always a single feeling that is all consuming. If it is a sense of peace that is fine but if it is anger or fear it feels like I am falling, and it is bottomless. If I don't do something like punch something, that is when I begin to panic. I guess hitting something is a lot like grounding myself. Pulling myself out of the free fall. I have to give it all more thought. Thank you again. Gentle hugs back