Today is not a very good day for me, but then again the last few weeks have been pretty bad.
I am finally going to see my doctor, maybe she can change something that will help me feel better. Plus I get to see my therapist so I will have someone to talk with.
My family doesn't how bad things have been the last few weeks and they will probably not know. See, they don't understand what is going on with me, they have accepted that I have depression but they don't understand anything. So, I can not talk with them and I don't have any friends to talk with either. The time I have with my therapist, doctor and primary doctor are the only times I can talk to someone. Which means I tend to bottle everything up, which makes things worse.
I hope my visits today will help me atleast alittle.