Removing my post. Wow, I know we are all suffering, but for many people to have read my New Thread, heard my despair, and not one have left a single kind word or take one second to send a hug. I am amazed and brokenhearted to think that people who know what the pain is like could be so cold. And coldness is something that I already have too much of in my life. I feel we should all be kind to each other, and not add to one another's emptiness. That said, I'm out of here for now. Good luck to everyone.....