Rain,

Have you looked into financial aid at say a local community college?

It sounds like there is no emotional support among family members in your house. Are you saying it's not safe to stay there, b/c the atmosphere is getting you depressed?

Please keep in touch. From 18 - 21 were hard transitioning years for me. I will be remembering you in prayer. Please PM me if you want.

Hugs,

EJ