I want to be a nut sac, old and wrinkly just for kicks. Maybe a lil sweaty but meh don't sweat the petty stuff and don't pet the sweaty stuff.

Seriously though, the thing I fear most about bp is that I have passed it down to my children. I can already see something going on with my youngest and it scares the crap out of me. I am also scared that I am going to screw them up with my mood swings, what a life to live Me, personally, I am terrified of Micheal Jackson. I am also scared that this bp is going to get worse. I haven't been really really low yet and haven't been really really high yet (hopefully never on both).