Hello Irish,

What you went through was truly horrible and from what I know could be a reason for your child's brain injury (my child has that also). I believe if you keep talking about it and searching for the proof you seek it you will find greater peace, but I wanted to offer some other advice also. In my experience, it will help you to learn as much as possible about how to help your child, regardless of what caused the harm. It is a a truly wonderful and healing thing to help those who face challenges. Focusing on that process will probably be just as healing as exploring the cause.

Be well,

mtd