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Jun 26, 2012, 11:25 PM
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I made a post earlier and asked for it to be deleted. I don't want to fall back on a dx of DID as an excuse for bad behavior. I feel lost; there's no more hospital for me, I've lost all faith in my T and P doc. The T that was wonderful for me has left that hospital as did my social worker. I'm floundering. I don't want to live any more. I don't want to see currant T because it's such a waste of time. I might be starting an "affair" with a former hospital worker. I sometimes don't think it's all me...but another inside. That sounds like an excuse. There isn't any hope for me. I sabbotage any progress I make. AND who is this "I" anyway???
I want to get locked up forever.
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