I am fighting with work RE: my leave....all paperwork is done and they are still picking at me.....I am wanting to do less and less. I am not wanting to train for my sport...and my mood is getting lower and flatter. If i could just make it to thursday when I should get my placement for our out patient treatment program that my insurance covers. I applied for jobs all today. I am tired of this. I want my old life back.... just a rant. Thanks for listening.