My visit with my doctor and therapist yesterday went okay. She put me on another medication that will hopefully work, if not I am to call her back after two weeks. Hopefully it will work because I do not want to feel like this for another two weeks.

I am just miserable and these messages are the only time that I am say just how I feel. I feel like curling up in a ball and escaping the whole thing. This battle is wearing me out and the hard thing is I still have to manage the day. No one in my family knows how bad I am hurting even though I live with them. I try and hide the fact that I am depressed because they think that I should not be depressed, that after the time with my therapist and doctor I should be back to 100%.

No matter how depressed and hurting I am I can't let them know.