Hello Rohag,

I guess if I was able to determine what came first that I would have a better idea on where to start with addressing this depression. You know, kind of like knowing the terrain before you try to climb a mountain...choosing the best route...

I don't think the depression is independent of the situation...I was looking at photographs last night of my family and me in the years before I started business; and then pictures of me since then...I was happy, never in therapy, never on meds, etc. before I started this business. You know, I sincerely thank you for your question because as I am typing out these thoughts it is becoming more clear to me that working my way out of this business will be the best remedy for my depression...

And thank you for the hope. I will take all the hope that I can get...