Thank you for the hugs and comments.

Optimize990h and Dailyhealing, it means something to feel understood. Thank you.

TerryL, HR is already involved. My line manager and I have talked to them separately and will now have a shared meeting.

And, yes, I keep looking for posts although there isn't much out there at the moment. I put one application in a few weeks ago and even got an interview but unfortunately didn't get the job. I'll try to put another application in this weekend when my energy levels might be up again a bit more although I'm not quite sure whether there is an appropriate job out there I have a chance of getting when I look at the professional websites. I really need some continuity in my life with regards to work, where I live (accommodation), the people I meet etc.