I sure hope that your day gets better...reading some of these posts today makes me feel like there is something going around...called depression...that's hitting a lot of us fairly hard today. But I am wishing you well...take care of yourself...find something to hold on to and believe in, even if it is just for a minute. Right now, I'm thinking about my son and how much I care for him and can't wait to see him this evening...I'm also thankful that there are such caring people on PC who send concern, hugs, etc.