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Originally Posted by Xambgii
The ropes symbolize my own emotions and mindset that is taking over me.
The name Xambgii, doesn't mean anything.
With my life, unhappyguy, ever since I was little, the only thing I ever wanted to do in the world was to be some kind of artist and travel everywhere in the world. To have a good life, with no restraints.
I've tried pulling myself towards the more pleasant directions, but it never works. I breakdown and the two dominant ropes take control again.
I don't know how I would about cutting the ropes.
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So, if the ropes symbolize your emotions you are then fighting yourself? think about it.
You seem to want things that go against each other. A lot of great art comes from suffering. But, you want pleasant things. Good art usually does not come from pleasant things. It comes from hardship. There are many who suffer for their art. So, if you want to be an artist then prepare to endure hardship.
Maybe you don't need to cut the ropes. Rather, you can learn the game of slipping out of them when they hook you. See your life as a game. You are a Houdini - escaping from the ropes through your art. Time to start creating the artwork you dream of . . . just don't expect it to be easy. There may be good times, for sure. Hopefully, it won't be all hardship. But expect to make sacrifices. Those sacrifices will be valuable learning experiences that will give relevance and meaning to your art. Start creating!